21.12.05
Ahh I think it's going to be rather hopeless. Sometimes I wonder whether I could or should have done anything. I don't want to be pushed away from the things I want and end up forced to put all my efforts into something I don't want as much. Just hope that things will remain the same and I won't have any regrets.

Sheesh it is already the 21st and here I am with so much work left undone. I dont even know when I will start. When I have free time I just spend it all away doing something else and telling myself I will start the next day. I think i'm wasting my holidays away )=

I shall be more positive now. Christmas is coming very soon! Thanks for those early presents and cards =)
Wednesday, December 21, 2005

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